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When love is not madness, it is not love.

   Sigh... Today was not in the mood. Got back my english, maths, science and F&N paper :) English and science was like borderline pass?! This term paper was difficult. Argh! I flunk my maths. Failing maths to me now now its nothing. I dun  bother about maths anyway :) Cus maths sucks! F&N paper wasgreat! But I think that I can work harder inorder to achieve a better result. And in final year I must definitely pass my F&N. Thinkingabout whether or not to take F&N as one of my subjects in Sec 3. Hmm... Brought the papers home and let mummy sign. She is disappointed in my results. ;eeks. Tomorrow getting back the other 3 subjects. History, art and mother tongue.Cant wait for the results. Teacher said that this terms paper was not very well done. Lots of failure x: Especially for science and history. Anyways, tonight my day was totally ruin! My day sucks today! SERIOUSLY!

You have hurt me very deep. But it is good that you told me the truth and not hide anything away from me. It would be good if you never treat me so damn close last time, then I will not be so hurt. Now that you have a girlfriend, cherish and treasure her. Anyways, I have forgiven you after thinking through everything. But I just do not know how to tell you. Now, you need not feel bad anymore. You are not the first guy that hurt me this way. We can still be like brother and sister like the past. But I know that it cant be that close already. I am trying to put this matter behind and move on. But it needs time to be forgotten and removed. It is the same as a scar which needs time to heal. Now in my heart, its like a knife cutting through it. But I am helpless... Overall, everything needs time to heal and the word "sorry" cant cure everything T.T